Right Now...

My hair is in pigtails.

I have remnants of today's mascara smeared across my face... and under my fingernails.

I am eating a candy bar.

I am thinking about work tomorrow.

I am half-heartedly watching Bones. It is about a bride who died.

I am debating whether to clean my room tonight, or tomorrow... And whether to get a glass of milk.

I am worrying about school.

I am wishing for things: love, friendships, happiness, a car.

I am remembering: where I was last year. Where I was two years ago. December 16, 2008.

I am wondering about boys (dates?) from back then. HIM... Others...

Where are they now? Are they happy?

I am wondering about other friends from days gone by.

I am really debating getting milk.

I am hoping for the future. A better tomorrow. A happy graduation. A happily ever after.

I am thinking about you.

What are you doing at 12:46 a.m.? Hopefully what I should be doing--

--Sleeping.

Eh.

Maybe that's what I'll do tomorrow night.

Until then, I will continue doing/thinking/wondering/worrying/wishing.

And getting milk.