Because of recent nightmares I have been having- nightmares that I can't seem to avoid and can't seem to get over- I have been staying awake until all hours of the night.
Not to avoid sleep, but to stay awake until I am so exhausted that I fall into such a deep sleep to avoid being awakened in the middle of the night to a horrible dream.
So far it is working.
But it is also KILLING me.
I am exhausted.
I pray every night that I can have peace.
And I have been reading scriptures to help heal and settle my broken heart.
But I am at a loss.
This part of my life seems to be getting worse.
I am hoping for reprieve.
That my prayers will finally be answered.
Other than that, life is good. I am too busy to complain. I spend at least 2 hours a day working on homework. Most of the time it is a lot more than that.
I also travel to school and work regularly.
Hooray for busy days and late nights.
And hooray for the knowledge that (hopefully) all of this is temporary.
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