Monday, February 8, 2010

Sleep

I have developed a deplorable habit. And I can't seem to shake it.

Because of recent nightmares I have been having- nightmares that I can't seem to avoid and can't seem to get over- I have been staying awake until all hours of the night.

Not to avoid sleep, but to stay awake until I am so exhausted that I fall into such a deep sleep to avoid being awakened in the middle of the night to a horrible dream.

So far it is working.

But it is also KILLING me.

I am exhausted.

I pray every night that I can have peace.

And I have been reading scriptures to help heal and settle my broken heart.

But I am at a loss.

This part of my life seems to be getting worse.

I am hoping for reprieve.

That my prayers will finally be answered.

Other than that, life is good. I am too busy to complain. I spend at least 2 hours a day working on homework. Most of the time it is a lot more than that.

I also travel to school and work regularly.

Hooray for busy days and late nights.

And hooray for the knowledge that (hopefully) all of this is temporary.

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