Secrets

I was listening to All American Rejects today. Here are MY dirty little secrets.

1. I still sleep with my bear, Fluffy, every night.

2. I still cry at night.

3. I am scared of everything... especially men.

4. I HATE this guy in one of my classes.

5. I still think about HIM a lot.

6. I read MLIA before bed every night.

7. I am afraid no one will ever love me as much as my mom does.

8. Sometimes when I am driving, I consider running away.

9. I have to convince myself to get out of bed and live my life everyday.

10. It is hard for me not to feel some degree of happiness at the end of the day because I was able to live.

11. I feel privileged that despite everything, I am in control of my life.